naina, cordelia, eleanor, divya, grace.







WE HAVE A DATE TONIGHT!!



yeah man. haha. huimin, grace, naina, divya and i are part of the JOY TO THE WORLD club.

me- joy
naina- to
divya- the
huimin- whole
grace- world

yeap. and we were singing and singing so funnily. well, it was huimin n naina doing most of the singing i guess. and i was just being a sitter-by laughing so silly-ly and eleanor said my face turned red.

well, my face always turns red. heh heh.

OH GUESS WHAT! i finally noe that trick for 'black magic'!

yeah man. jy they all dont wanna tell me for so long. until today. my dear wan-tan valerie told me the 'secret' to it!! but everyone will still find out in the endd.

weixin was yeah man.
neelima was yeah man.
grace was yeah man.
eleanor was yeah man.
valerie was yeah man.
darfarni was yeah man.

all of u were yeah man.

hahas. okay operation cleanup was a total funny thing.

cos mr yap had to settle some stuffs n we ended up having only 15min to do oc.

yeah man. haha. n i had to sweep the floor but the prob was that there was NO DUSTPAN N BROOmM!

yesyes n i had to go down n walk arnd to find it. but still dont have.

so we ended up fooling arnd in class. piggybacks. catching. running. throwing towels. hugging. yeah. hugging man . so muchmuch of hugging. yep.

n taking photos during recess. i was usually enthu. the funny one was with naina n jasmine low. phew i didnt stand nxt to her man. it would be like... WHOOSH!!

haha. sinyi tried to piggyback me n she said i was duno wad until dont wanna open my legs. like WHEEEE! so scary. anyways sinyi also got no strength okay. but i wont deny that i'm super fat.

jasmine low carried me like 3 times. n i was like ON TOP OF THE WORLD...

yeah man. so high. i wish i was taller. yep. had medical checkup for obs ytd.

JOCINA SO NAUGHTY ARH.

and somemore grace, divya n i were like counting for her. like 2 rounds on ground floor den one round on second floor den she ran round ground floor like thrice den i told grace that she was running extra round n grace screamed to jocina so jocina stopped den she dash man. silly girl. count also duno hurhh.

yes. and the doctor wrote under allergies: unknown cause. den the admission into hospital: admitted due to unknown cause. haha. so silly.

my height is terrible. my weight is terrible. it's super fat.

F.A.T.

149cm n 43.7kg. gosh that's like OVERWEIGHT. yep well, not actually but i'm gonna be OVERWEIGHT. yeah man. that's 'great'.

oh gosh gosh gosh. i'm so terribly confused now. temptation is realle drawing me closer every second of my life. i know what's gonna happen. i'm not supposed to be doing this. i'm deciding. still thinking. something's drawing me back. two reasons. my parents n the other reason which has been troubling me for soso long. yupp. it's not rite. i'm supposed to be studying n working hard. not wasting my life on these kind of things. but some other feeling tells me that this may help me to let go. but it's the wrong method of drawing away all those memories. yesyes. i may be able to help in studies or smth. but i have a 80% guarantee that _________ is not true. i may make a wrong choice but after all. it's hard to get away that love. thot abt it. it's not worth it. why give up ur whole future for just a slight temptation like this. i will NOT be succumbed to words.